Self-love. Give mode. Narcissists. Perspectives. Shadows.

Day 19. Freewriting. I literally have nothing on my mind. Nothing that inspires me to share my words. So I’m just going to start typing until something comes to mind. I’ll do my best not to hang onto the words and just allow them to flow. I think that having a blank mind is curious.Continue reading “Self-love. Give mode. Narcissists. Perspectives. Shadows.”

Perfectly flawed. Slightly intolerant. Hopelessly optimistic.

I interrupt my regular rambles for an intentional (and slightly thought out) post. I’m writing mid day. I’ve just had a day of exercising some brain muscles that were a bit dusty. Communications strategy for a Foundation. Took a bit longer than previous projects but still faster than I expected! (Humble bragging is part ofContinue reading “Perfectly flawed. Slightly intolerant. Hopelessly optimistic.”

My level of WILD is not for the faint

Day 18. Freewriting. Energy levels are off the charts. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been fasting or because I’ve literally locked myself in a room with minimal contact with others. I’m doing a reiki course and they give a heads up that the next few days (perhaps even months) will be more emotionalContinue reading “My level of WILD is not for the faint”

Fierce Love. Unwavering Acceptance. Bright Light.

Day 14. Freewriting. Fierce love. Unwavering acceptance. Bright light. <- these are the qualifications to be in my circle. Feeling very empowered this morning… A few weeks ago, I was thinking about towing the line of love. Am I being judgemental for removing people from my life that don’t add value? Value is a debatableContinue reading “Fierce Love. Unwavering Acceptance. Bright Light.”

Perspectives are flawed. Opinions are assholes.

Day 13. Freewriting. Thinking about perspectives and opinions. I’ve been out of the fog for a few months. The re-wiring process has been painful and rewarding. People say the best writing comes from pain. I’m writing to heal. I’m writing to overcome. I’m writing to build. I’m writing to finish my fortress. I have myContinue reading “Perspectives are flawed. Opinions are assholes.”

Puppydogs. Lovers. Chaperones. BUFFERS, save me?

Day 11. Freewriting. Dream interpretation and peeling back a layer. I keep people around to help me or protect me. I’m a pro at certain aspects of my life and then there are others where I’m still a rookie… Dream: Walking down the main road in my childhood neighborhood. I”m about a block from my house.Continue reading “Puppydogs. Lovers. Chaperones. BUFFERS, save me?”

#WhyIWrite

Building Block: WRITING I’ve been journaling for over a decade. I’ve had penpals around the world for nearly 2 decades. I still send annual updates (my version of a Christmas card) to a select few. I find that writing has become a more important part of my life in the last year… About a yearContinue reading “#WhyIWrite”

Focusing on the Good does not mean Forgetting the Bad.

“You wouldn’t know how we feel. You come from White Privilege.” “Your life is just so perfect. You’ve never had to deal with hardship.” “Everything is just so easy for you. Pretty girl privilege.” Last week, these were statements made to me when I tried to discuss ways to move forward (solutions). My opinion, theseContinue reading “Focusing on the Good does not mean Forgetting the Bad.”